My sisters and I Babies


Although seventeen years ago and now a grandchild each. I’m so so proud of these kiddios, they’ve experienced so much at this time, but all have come though with flying colours β€οΈπŸ™πŸ½

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Conkie


Conkie, yep my sister and I where pregnant together, three days apart that’s how close we where, are.

This little man had it hard. A football lad that followed Man United like his Muma Angel. When she passed he never spoke for a couple of day, his foot continuously stuck to that football, with cheeky monkey following him around in case he crashed. 

After four years he went to live with his biological father and step mum. Broke our hearts, as I know my sister would want him growing up with his sister Bubba!!

He came to us fortnightly, but then it stopped by his step mum. Then he can back to life with us at 21 and gradually grew back into the family.

A closed book, that I’m sure will open up one day. Recently left to move in with his girlfriend as their expecting a baby, a baby boy. 

Conkie doing the right thing and making Muma Angel proud as so am I ❀️

Boo


First borns Daughter and my first Grandchild. What a spirit, little hippy chick with a heart of gold. 

When first born was in labour in Southampton, the whole time she twiddled with her silky. Yep you’ve guessed it Boo too has s silky. 

At my home I don’t have many toys as she die sobered them, just my crystals. Last week she had a sleep over with me ” Nana Nick Nocks” laying in bed together watching a cartoon, I gently rested my hand on her, she just looked up and stared with those big eyes into mine. 

I moved my hand to another part of her body, she fine the same, stopped watching her cartoon and stared into my eyes. Boo knew I was giving her healing.

Proud Nana moment ❀️ 

For my sister


You see these five children have given me and my Sister a  purpose to our life’s. As We know they will grow into strong loving humans. We done everything together and when she passed suddenly at the young age of 33 I knew I had to be there for, not only for my own children but for our children at a cost of selling myself short of love, as I became a partner of her husband, but in fairness he was only 26 and loosing his Dad on his 21st was one hell of a challenge becoming a widow at such a young age. I would not change a moment as hard and unfair as its been.

For Fudgie would of done it for me too. ❀️

Cheeky Monkey


Cheeky monkey, from birth. The first time I held her, her two middle fingers went straight in her mouth. The first time I had ever held a finger sucker.

as a baby the most content baby so happy sleeping. At the time we had an Japanese Akita. Massive dog like a bear. Jagger use to sit beside cheeky monkey, as she stored to awake Jagger would nip my clothing to pull me to cheeky monkey.

After loosing my Sister, she was no longer my youngest, as my sisters children where younger. Cheeky monkey bless her took it all in her stride sucking those two fingers taking it all in, but never as a child did I hear a peep from her.

Looking back it breaks my heart, she’d get into bed with me nearly every night, all eays checking in her way if everyone was okay. She’d follow conkie like a shadow

to the extent the teachers at school had to separate them, so they’re both mix with other children.

Checky monkey went off to uni where she grew from a child to a funny, loving beautiful young lady.

Too this day no man that enters my life will get her approval. Proud Muma ❀️

 

Bubba



So out of three Daughters, we have had our last Prom. Well until the Grandchildren. Bubba looked beautiful a vibrant smile just like her Mumma a Angel (My Sister) it’s been a long hard road with these babies. And not of our own choice! Life does that sometimes, my I know we’re nearly there four fantastic kiddies between us. X

Bubba has natural intelligence in so many things, she loves art, languages, horses and motorbikes. Her aim is to travel the world.

As a toddler we use to have our afternoon naps on the sofa, curled up together. My older girls use to love doing Bubbas hair, every style you could think off.

Beautiful human that’s done so well and overcome her demands to become a beautiful strong spiritual young lady.

i know Muma Angel would be proud as am I ❀️

Would it be wrong to build family memories on a credit card?


Whilst pricing a family long weekend glamping, I thought I’d price a log cabin up in Bulgaria for Christmas and yes it was cheaper. In fact the same price Christmas 2015 cost me. I want to build memories with my fantastic grown up family “show some balls” we’ve always lived on the breadline but now I think “sod it” am I wrong to be so careless? Or setting the wrong impression?

I’ve said no presents ” let’s try and make them there” as they will need to pay for their flights. We don’t ski but there will be snow, might not be lap land but snow, family and laughter not forgetting memories.