Twighlight Sisters Reading


06/12/17 twilight soul sisters

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Health and emotions

This year has been very dark,

Been going through a transition

A teacher of the mother wound.

It’s made me spiritually stronger

I’ve been hurting since a child,

I’ve always had to be emotionally strong

As never been emotionally supported.

Layers need peeling back

Take on everyone’s energy, need to ground and protect myself more, & say no.

Imbalance in body health

Listen to what my body is saying

Problem with throat

Sola plexus developers at the age 3 & 6 and I’m attracting narstisis from critical parent my mother.

When I’m suppress my voice, & listen to other people talking, it’s blocking my throats chakra

Need to work on throat & sacred Chaka.

Parents critical and abusive

Need to heal mothers wounds

I’m very sensitive to energy

Once my mother wound is healed I will have a better relationship with myself

Continue working/healing on myself, shadow work!

There’s a very strong man guide around me,

Psychical pain, emotional pain very weak at the moment

I am good enough, I am worthy, I am beautiful.

Financial blockage due to lack of self worth

Numbers are important, house number etc

Need to take my power back

In my past life I was a priestess, my mother took another form of life and took my power and isolated me in Glastonbury I’m here now to take my power back. It’s karma

2 years time will do a course in Glastonbury.

A lot of people look up to me!

Men

Feeling broken, keep attracting takers

I’m always looking after men, need someone to look after me! A man with morals and principles

Tim not a good feeling, not responsible enough, not been there for me at all.

Very Dishonest

Takes my energy & power

Tim he’s up & down, not sure what he wants.

He’s not deep, he needs to be looked after. I need to be bolder in my feelings don’t hold back on how I feel

Not a long term relationship

Spain go for it (I told them my two moving options) will last around three months. Go through it with him.

I need to be bolder in making decisions. Stay to long and take to long to make decisions. Round and round.

How Tim treats me is very familiar!! Like the same way Mum treats me. He takes me back to my mothers wounds. It feels Normal

Tim is here to teach me a lesson soul growth to bring piece back to my soul.

When you don’t learn your lesson the universe keeps throwing it back. If I don’t learn from Tim I will attract the same until I do.

I’m strong and that’s what they see, they feed on it and drain me. Need to drop walls and be more venerable.

He’s my lesson to honour myself

I will end it when I’m ready, I need someone more worthy of me

A twin flame connection, is going to come into my life very helpful a great connection, I will know when I feel it. On right road to finding it, keep doing what I’m doing.

Comfort is coming 2018 complete new year for me, growth

When making a decision

Is this coming from a place of fear or love?

A good self love question

I’m staying in decisions to long, be bolder it will help my growth

Self love is how I take my power back

Self love – demons teach and make us who we are.

Like

Do I need to be with Tim because he’s good for me or is this coming from fear? ANYTHING FROM FEAR IS NOT RIGHT BECAUSE FEAR IS SAFE.

Moving

Moving, me in one place & belongings in another.

Will settle first half of year.

Money restrictions

When I get a home I won’t be there much.

Cat? (Boyces) low vibration energy. I will feel it within a couple of weeks

The number of the house will be mean something to me and will be a nourishing house for business venture.

Spirituality

Keep dabbling in & out

My way forward, teaching too. Going to be a solid part of my life.

Next year group spirituality a big part of my life.

Sees me helping woman in a circle.

Concentrate on my healing career, would be a waist otherwise as I’m good at

Healing and others look up to me for it.?

Concentrate on healing career as it’s my destiny

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Mama’s double


Bubba’s 18th, we went to Camden Market for the day. Bubba, J her boyfriend and myself and what a laugh we had. Bubba was in her element, at 18 she’s beating my ED, studying A levels and opened a depot shop. Up cycled festival clothing.

My beautiful sisters baby girl. Bubba’s boyfriend took the picture of us then I came across the one of Fudgie and myself. How about that for likeness.

Ah I meditated


Been a while due to pneumonia, my bone are so sore so I run myself a lovely sea salt bathe, candle and soft music.

As I lay back my body was in joy and thanking me for taking the time for me.

I closed my eyes and just lay back oh the heat was absorbing. Rooting my self from my feet roots growing out through the math and into Mother Earth. One by one I cleared and cleansed my chakras it’s felt so good, asking my spirit guides friends and family to please step forward if the had a message for me.

To day I packed all my pictures away, wrapping my sister in bubble wrap I said, see you when I’m settled. She was the first to step forward, telling me it’s time to let her go. Our children are now all adults and beautiful humans. Our job is done. She will carry on guiding them all. But now for me it’s my time and I have to let her go. Oh did I cry the pain in my heart I felt so deep. But I too knew the time had come.

Red cloud then stepped forward, saying happyspirit healing will be my way forward once I’m settled in spring 2018 and my life will now move forward. I have to be brace and trust I’m being guided to a more enjoyable meaningful future.

T is still in touch with his ex, he want to spend his life with me but scared of commitment, I need to just stand back and let it take its course.

I then done healing in my right kidney, followed by my left lung, followed by my spine. I can do this.

As I relaxed and came back, tears rolling down my face knowing I had to let Frankie go. I opened my eyes looked at the ceiling and remembered the first night in number 42 laying in the bath thinking how did I get here that was in 2003 Frankie passed in 2000. The children where then 16, 13 x2 and 5. Fourteen years ago our happy family home after Frankie passing.

Now I’m going forward blind, excited, scared but I know I have too.

Oh my days


So I’ve started packing as I’ve completed contracts and need to vacate my home on the 12th December, I’ve done too much as I lay in my bed my mussels contracting and bones feel so brittle.

T is in spain and doing the usual, emailed me to say he’s found a villa and I shouldn’t be stubborn and give up on my dream. He then phoned a couple of hours later saying he’s not sure as the guy seems to be a bit of a plonker!! Says one to the other” next breath saying he has lots to sort out at home to do with the business financial problems VAT etc. I’ve never known someone to contradict them self so much.

I messaged and told him my plans as I can’t rely on him and due to pneumonia it wouldn’t be safe for me to go alone any more as I’d planned so I’m renting a room.

I lay her in my three bed shared ownership home in my dark bedroom again alone not knowing where I’m really going to end up, but for some reason I feel safe and protected. Maybe as I know the kiddies are all good.

Cheeky monkey has just climbed ares rock and now heading south, bubbas working like a horse, first born has a new man, Conkie has settled in to his new home. My job is done!