This might sound crap but jeez I love my girls, four holidays down. Cheeky monkey loves the finer things in life, first born loves Both, but I feel more grounded in earth. Bubba not quite sure yet but all three have the old Hippy in them. Although cheeky monkey “I thought loved the finer things in life” is living in a camper now on #Australia  and my first born had been, (As is her baby now a Hippy chic” and Bubba now too. Maybe just maybe be my way of keeping them grounded in life. But shoot do I feel proud of everyone of them. But now Conkie (how) I think of my sister bless her soul. I know how to behave around daughters but now I feel I need to do something for him. Special time!!but what and whale?hez now a man and a father. 

I almost feel complete, and to think I thought I needed a man to feel this feeling I’m feeling nearly in my heart. When all I really needed was a hug or pat to say!! Mmm I don’t even need that cos I know I have a special place somewhere one day.

God I love these guys so so much, end of!! 

Cheeky Monkey has gone to OZ


My middle daughter Cheeky monkey has flown off to Australia for a year, with her lovely boyfriend. They met at university five years ago, worked hard and saved.

I’ve just been updated that they’ve bought a camper called Betsy. They shall be heading to the Gold Coast.

A beautiful feeling that she’s grabbing life and living it. Happy Muma 

Count Down


Now with only four days to go until my cheeky monkey flys away to Australia for a year. At the same time as me emptying the loft as I need her strength, before selling the family home. 

We had a shopping day Saturday just gone, in fact seven hours. A few pit stops and cocktails of cause. Followed by a girls night with horror movies and wine.

I can feel cheeky monkeys anxious, well she’s heard all the terror stories about spiders. But it’s The traveling that’s really worrying her. From the age of fourteen she’s been pulled up by security, at the airport. I’ve tried to explain that it’s our faces lol but I know in my heart she will be fine.

Proud so very proud that she’s grabbing life!

Oh dear


Just as I come to terms and start enjoying single life boom. 

Bump in to a old friend and felt the equal attraction. Could this be down to my dream board I only made three weeks ago?

Both want the same thing in life, quite time in spain. Both been damaged by narstesses. Both hanged in the same place as teens. I believe because I have faith!