Category Archives: journey

Stillness just stillness

All I can hear is the birds and Bees

All I can feel is the beautiful sun on my bones

All I can smell is the fresh country air

Gratitude 🙏🏽 how luck am I


I feel so lonely and isolated, why

Since settling in number 3 Blakes Cottage I feel so lonely, isolated and empty inside. Is it became of the crazy four months journey I’ve just completed?

One minute I’m in Spain with Tim renting through the winter, although not romantically together anymore as he kept going back to his Ex. Why did I go with him? Was I desperate……

Then I come home for a hospital appointment due to having pneumonia in November last year to find out my Mum was terminally ill and had only four months to live. So obviously I went to Mums and told Tim to do one (like hay get some self respect) I loved after Mum for ten days before going into the hospice where she passed three days later.

I packed Mums house up, before heading on holiday with my Granddaughter, then moved here the day I after I flew home.

I feel exhausted just writing the above, so I’ve answered my own question!!