Had he not lied and put his ex girlfriend before me
Remembering we use to be able to sit in silence a whole night pure bliss. Neither of us felt uncomfortable by it. A piecefull relationship eighty present of the time.
Now a year on and after seeing a man that was not what he pertraid, I keep seeing my first love popping up everywhere, is the universe trying to tell me something? Shall I contact him? I’m selling my home this year due to my health, I know he rents one out around six miles away. I’ve thought about asking him if I could possible rent it from him and also think of the time we flew to Bulgaria to buy a run down property. With the dream of a log cabin and eco retreat. I still dream of this.
Or is it because I’m thinking about him? But why?
I feel confident in most situations.
I am able to laugh easily.
I see projects and commitments through to completion.
I feel I have a healthy digestive system.
I speak up for myself.
I have the courage to take risks when necessary.
I establish appropriate boundaries for myself.
Happy hippy birthday to my bestest friend. To the woman who brings sunshine with her like anyone else would bring a backpack. To the woman who inspires me to battle through but also to recognise my limits. To one of the strongest she warriors I’ve ever had the privilege of meeting. To the woman I don’t have to tidy up for. I love you witch. Xxxxxxxxxx