Yep my first born turned 28 today, got me thinking of all we’ve experienced in those 28 years. Oh my……back later big kiss xxxxxx
Before having first born I had no self confidence at all well it was not allowed growing up.
All of a sudden I had this little bundle of love that I actually gave birth to, yes me. Twenty three years of age, so amazed. I turned in to a lioness and my life took a turn for the better. To be honest Ive never looked back.
Big green eyes looking at me, dimples, Curley hair all though she looked like a punk when her baby hair wore off on the sides of her head. But jeez I did that, yep me. Her father and I split permanently by the time she reached three, after spending six months in Australia, let’s just say it was not to be. But my god I thank him for pregnating me with this bundle of love.
We camped back at our first destination, followed by San open beach walk. Mad as it sounds the beauty of it was the lack of humans. Just us and Mother Nature.
Oh what a weekend, my Mother sends out more emailed Hatrid to my friends on social media, followed by friend request to my close friends. I try so hard to cut the cords but it still gets to me. The only two questions I have for her are; How can a mother have and show so much Hatrid for a child they gave birth too? And secondly, what is it I’ve really done?
These cords need cutting once and for all, it’s having a major effect on my emotional and physical health, in fact my whole life, a perminant battle since the day I was born.
Major dislike is it blocks me spiritual. Anyway of to meditate balancing my chakras and cutting cords 💛
Not a bad photo at all, if I do say so my self. I took this in France on our recent road trip. Silver birch shredding its bark.
No different to humans shredding their skin or even maybe shedding their outer to release their true selfs 💛
Finding your own pleasure, I have found the pleasure of relaxing whilst healing from my last Op Rota Cuff and bone shaved.
I can now just sit and relax and why shouldn’t I? Why waist time? I’m in a six week healing so letting go and relaxing is a positive of my healing.
I’m okay, and let go of what I can not control and does not benefit me. So am I a smart Arse or maybe selfish? I don’t think so, it benefits me so it benefits the people I love around me.
Letting go & exceptance there’s little we can do about our kids being lazy, to much traffic on the road, raining just except your life the way it is then you may start living your life, what’s outside is out side.
Judge & critasisam is a waist, don’t judge or critasis yourself of others. We’re all unique, I mean I’m 5.1″ dyslexic, spiritual a healer, have disability but hay it is what it is. I’ve benefited from what I am. I love me, I love my children, I love trees, I love people, I love everything livin, l love this world. I love being alive.