New life 💛
So on day two after my third major operation in four years due to osteoarthritis of the spine which has now spred to shoulder.
Whilst in hospital was surprised and shocked that they gave me kittermin. Obviously I asked why they would mix it with the general anersetic, to be told it was because I have fibro too and the pain signals over react to other pain killers so to make sure I felt no pain they gave me kittermin too. Have to say it was nice the Drs took Fibro seriously.
I go a little hiper after a general anersetic and always try to have a laugh, well you have to make the best of a situation. The poor nurses are so stretch & some patients are so snooty and rude. But I had a giggle which I like to think makes their day a little more fun.
Then pains set in now, so having a little chill. But it’s amazing how you adapt now only having use of my left arm, quite a challenge but hay at least I have a spare arm 😘
Wow some people are so loss in material belongings and egos. Maybe some times it’s worth being striped back to basics in order to remain human!!!
I sat the other evening and felt so content in my shared ownership home, my beautiful children and the fact that I’m here to watch, feel, hear and love.
What a journey, many experiences
11.40pm and I’m home, that’s was the biggest challenge I’ve faced since having crazy bones but I do it & now tucked up in my own bed. Oh how I love my bed.
Well that was a fast crazy journey, a little to fast and hectic for my old bones. Traveling daily laying down surrounded by pillows to ease the bumps on the road along with the suspension of the camper. What I gathered from this road trip of grief was proof of my spiritually. Yep I met the double of my spirit guide, uncle Rog guided us that I know for sure, saw and embraced the beautie of this earth. Also brought me Down to what’s really really important to me.
Those that follow me hopefully Sused me out by now!! Yep it’s my kiddies all of them encuding my sister babies that I watched over since her passing. Not for getting my first love. “My god do I love him”